I am getting more an more scared every gig.
Tommorrow night, I'm back on again, at the Stand, again, in Glasgow.
I decided to go with the same material as the other week, and really learn it, get it so tight that it's second nature.
Sounds boring doesn't it. But actually it means, you can really stare people in the eye, and freak them out all the more, cause you aren't scared you'll fluff your stuff.
It's also the only chance you have of settling into your own skin:
finding your voice, your own style, "the Art of fighting without fighting".
Something different is going to happen anyway, in spite of you, besides, I've always done it the other way, where you only partially learn it, keep it partly fresh/partly safe, I think if you're going to be a true master - see it from all sides.
I go now, to my endeavours, for I am a vibrant and beautiful young thing, rather like a tree frog, yes, a tree frog. But when I am all grown up I want to be a Hollywood bad guy.

